Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Wyatt's growing up has also brought on this complete and utter despair of my own. It has brought front and center my own feelings of inadequacies. As he has applied for jobs, I have realized that I am barely qualified for the same jobs he is applying for. I know I have been busy raising kids, but wow I certainly am not any more prepared for the real world than he is. I think I've been hiding in my husbands shadow for a long long time. Maybe even using my children as an excuse not to progress in any way. It's time! But I'm really so unsure what direction even to go in. So it's time to find myself somewhere out there in that big ol world!