Monday, August 22, 2011


I'm tired of sitting around feeling like a sad lazy lady all the time. Well I don't really sit around much. But I do feel like my mind has been in a funk, and I'm tired of it. I am determined to start feeling good again, I'm determined to feel happy and good about myself. Instead of wallowing in self pity, which I didn't even rightfully earn. I guess it's mostly the aftermath of a pretty crazy year, but honestly what good does it do to feel this way? I can't look in the mirror anymore and see a fat, worthless, older... ect. Instead I need to look in that mirror and embrace the person I've become. I need to be grateful for the big strides in the right direction my family has made in the last 6 months. I need to be thankful for health, and although its slightly overweight a body that still can do all the things I need it to do. I need to feel like I'm awesome, whether I'm ever told I'm awesome or not. Really what do I have to feel so crappy about? So here's to being positive, here's to looking in the mirror and liking the person I am, inside and out!

On a totally different subject from now on I will post all Photo Friday submissions and other photo stuff on A Hatful of Pictures, including some wonderful shots Wyatt took.


Mama Echo said...

I love your photos by the way... And I do think you are incredibly awesome!!! Wish we could chat more, but please know I think of you often. And, if you have skype we can talk at all different times... since I'll be 16 hours different.

Pen-nut said...

Just want you to know that I love you!! You are amazing, and though it has been a rough year all around you have pulled through and grown from it. Things will look up. Never forget "You are beautiful, you are wonderful and you are loved."